Application failure

          Is application for jobs by internet reliable?I sent out numrous applications ,yet, have not heard of any of them.Maybe i am just unlucky ro maybe my resume is not well written...I do hope to find a job quickly...There are some things that that god will not help you...But, think of it...

Do God Help In in Anything At All?

In my view, they are non-existant and are very very very very useless.

***I must work with my two hands***

Fatty NEEGES

       Sometimes i think the discrimination against fat people is too much..The world is behaving as if the fat cannot wear clothes, the fat cannot excerise in gym, and the fat will fail all job interviews..I think there should be a ''yellow ribbon campaign for the fat''...those ex-criminals did something wrong in the past and some did  grave mistakes ...but, i did not...i am just fat....I hope those who look down on me have heart attacks and die in there  sleep .....

Why cant i get an equal treatment?I need to pull myself out of these mud hole..

***Gold always end up in hands of a fool***

Exam

Today's accounting exam...i have mixed feeling before the exam...a mix of fear and excitement.

Maybe its the first exam after the WAR ,i am still very scared,scared of failure agn...Income statement came out, balance sheet came out and even the rarest recounciliation came out..Theory wise, business structure came out....This wed is marketing..How will it go?...(cold sweat dripping)...

***Wish myself luck for marketing***...

Back on track

    Woke up at 7am today..Yes... i have to get out of this vicious cycle(Its that very cycle that may cos obesity).I prefer to wake up early..Although some times i cannot.I must quit the habit of  sleeping late....I seemed to be addicted to sleeping late.Working in that place is a total disaster, i gained nothing else but money and weight..My sleeping and eating patterns are totally disrupted.I have been trying to get of these bad habit ever since but i cant seem to do it.I think the way is to quit one by one ..I will keep trying no matter what .I will not and do not want to be like 1 of the useless slugs(my sch) .They make me feel insulted even when they stand beside me..I think its those habits i used to have in my college that make me wanted to work out again..I will always be proud of that.As compared to those slugs, i think i am better in a sense that at least i have the determination to start all over again.

      These few days are generally quite buzy ,family crisis, revision and accompanying the queen.Its good that the queen also have her own tests to study.AAARRR....family crisis,I never thought this will come and go so fast.Its like 1 afternoon and its gone.I really hope everybody will play their part well  and prevent this from happening again.

***Tough times do not last but tough people do*** 

Ununectium....

Scarborough Fair

• I am addicted to the song ''scarborough fair''...its nothing but a peaceful feeling...
• Parlsey ,sage, rosemary and thyme....are you going to scarborough fair?
• Why must the world be noisy?Why do people communicate by talking?Why cant we communicate by eye-contacts?
• The PSI is high again..i heard that PSI of over 100 means not a healthy sign....
• Discovered a new place today..a hospital..

I wondered what kind of characters i have..i am neither quiet nor noisy...I hate nosiy people.I cant stand **** people.I like weird weird music...maybe thats  me ...and not anybody else...uniquely me..

Sometimes i wondered why some people need so many friends for?I think 1 think 1 or 2 friends are enough for me.Social relationships are just too complicated for me...dun wanna waste my precious time on "grooming" anymore of them...as i said, 1 or 2 is enough.

How do friends form by the way? By photosynthesis?i hope not cos places where there are sun,there will be friends...there will be lots of social problems...Crap theory, but quite true  if and only if  friends are form by photosynthesis.